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 Gratitude - 2002.Jan.20 - 18:27   previous rant   next rant  

     One can only give so much.  When one has gone the extra mile for everyone else, and received little in return, fatigue can set in.

     Well I am tired.  I am tired of giving of myself only to be taken for granted.  I am tired of being tired.

     There are a handful of you who have been there for me, and for that I am grateful.  Unfortunately, most of the people that I care for the most, and to whom I have given huge amounts of time and energy, don't feel a need to return the favor.

     Fine.  If it's too much effort for all of you to give a little, then I am done giving.  My reserves are spent, and I find it too trying to even care anymore.

     I know that I'm being selfish.  I know that you are supposed to give to others without any expectation of return.  That is exactly what I have done for years.  I am done.

     You can all fend for yourselves for all I care.
- Lars


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